brainwashed and empty

by sybill
(canada)

just as many say i thought i had met the man i was always wanting to meet, i even thanked god for bringing him into my life well that all lasted for about three months after i had moved into with him he wasnt the man i thought he was, he was fighting with banks exes and he was going bankrupt with no credit left.

Wow and there i was a mother of 4 grown children and very caring and a heart of gold, i felt sorry for him with what he was going thru, i helped him with my giving heart and after 9yrs i was bankrupt, mentally abused, verbally abused, and then physically, he had me , he got to me i felt as though i was a worthless, empty, mentally screwed, and worst of all he tried to convince me no one ever loved me, i could go on but it would take 9yrs worth of telling you all alot of pain, hurt, and emptiness.. my advise hire a private investigator you will save your self alot of pain, mental cruelety, and your life...

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May 16, 2013
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take back your power
by: Anonymous

I'm sorry you went through this hellish existence with this man.I wrote something when i was suffering through a depression i didn't understand.After decades i found web sites like this one. i'm soooo thankful for people like you who are brave enough to share.I think i share your pain in this poem.It's called "The Sea". The winds of loneliness tear through like a storm. chilling the heart once thought to be warm. happiness and joy, so real inside ripped away by the storm washed out with the tide. Drowning in a sea of depression, can anyone see my hand? Reaching out so desperately in hopes of reaching land. My friends always there to pull me ashore, I swam out too far i can't see them any more. I grope in the darkness looking for light, endlessly sinking so hopeless my fight. My body feels weak as i float in my sorrow, pain soakes my soul with the waves of tomorrow. A final kick, i feel myself falling. I hear a voice, is that my life calling? One last breath with the thought of the sand, my fist emerges and someone grabs my hand. Best wishes to you.

Jan 12, 2012
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IVE GOT MY LIFE BACK FROM THE VAMPIRE
by: SYBIL

found out through therapy that he was a sociapath, beware of those men that bring the charm on real fast, buy you everything in the early months, then they drain you dry, finacially, mentally, and in the end physically, they are like vampires they suck the life out of you. Im free now and its been 5 months absolutely no contact and never will be. i now am getting my life back i am smiling again, laughing, and starting to feel that life is a precious thing . DO NOT LET THESE MONSTERS TAKE IT FROM YOU. I MOVED TO ANOTHER CITY AND ON MY OWN AND LOVING ALL OF IT. BUT I'M STILL HEALING. PLEASE MY ADVISE IS TO GET OUT AND STAY OUT OF THIER LIFE SO YOU CAN HAVE YOUR LIFE BACK. SYBILL . STAY STRONG YOU CAN DO IT

Jan 12, 2012
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love?
by: Anonymous

Yeah sybil what is it about thew saying that noone else or ever loves u. I had a wonerful loving ret of parentrs who had adopted 4 children and i had a great childhood yet he claimf that i was mistreated and abused because i didnt have a touchy feely lets ignore all our issues type relationship with them.then when i was leaving he kept telling me that noone ever loved me like him and noone ever would. Talk abov a mind bender

Nov 27, 2011
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SORRY
by: Anonymous

SORRY YOU HAD TO GO THROUGH THAT,DID YOU LEAVE'
IM IN A 6 YR MARRIAGE TO ONE MY MOM 45YRS
WE COULD WRITE VOLUMES...SO I HEAR YOU!!

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