Up again. Down Again.
So pleasant,helpful, indignant about my attempts at detachment.
The children don't come around to my perception, nor anyone else for that matter.
I'm locked in this never ending cycle of despair, joy, despair, joy and I'm all alone in this reality.
When I discovered the condition NPD I was elated to finally gain understanding but also mindful of my well groomed nature. That is to constantly doubt my perceptions and question my own sanity.
Good luck to me keeping it together I say and thanks out there for listening and more importantly, understanding.